29/12/2008 - A blue monday:)

went to huiling house on monday after work to bake cookies eh:P
this ish my first time doing cookies wor...
all thx to huiling patients teaching..
i felt that mine cookies ish like famous amos? haha...
and SY deardear join us haha...
We have so much fun haha.. lucky we didnt make a mess in her house...
and yeah.. her parent ish so wonderful...
still prepare mini steamboat for us.. *feel so honour, abit paiseh*
but we ate till super full
&
we finish all ^yummy^
thx "Qin Ai De", love ya lots...

30/12/2008

wake up at 7.10 am today eh...
faster prepare myself cos meeting selene aiai go Ice-skate wor...
and her father ish fetching me @ mine house
so cant late haha...
And we have real fun there...
althought our legs haiz, got hurt and such,
we still endure the pain and skate on, just skate on only lor.. haha...
Her father "pro" sia, 1st time play eh... skate better than mi wor..
*clap clap* not to say aiai ish like so graceful on the ice like swan eh:)
hees... and opps...
i nvr once thought i wear jean look nice sia
cos surprise gt ppl ask for mine number wor and not just one (",)
*blink blink*

off work @ 6 plus and headed to PS to met dear & her Bf..
have dinner with them @ tepanyaki Sakae..
1st time eat was alright, kinda nice...
Today dunno why, maybe no mood or what..
i just feel it was terrible lahh ^ too much garlie^
next time dun go back there ler:'(
After that meet Qihui @ Cine...
to watch IP Man... OMG ish was dame nice lahh...
again, as usual, i think i laugh the loudest (".)
and after that we went coffee-club to catch up..
yupps, plenty much to update one another sia...
^mmm, gt some interesting update cant say lei :P^
Cos Qihui dun allow wor.. but i can swear ish something XXX!!!!
haha :P

Thx qihui for the X'mas gift...
i really love it alot alot..
mmm.. kinda creative wor..
A flower that doesnt wither over time,
and it ish make of crystal...
i am just worried that i might drop eh :'(
cos glenda ish so clusmy de wor, but i will protect it haha.
mmm, meet up again real soon bahh...
Rem our date on the 9th ?
Dun Pahsei mi on that day can ler lor...
if not i sure blog about the XXX part:P

Ciao~ off to bed ler...
ish going to be a long day tmr eh...
cos shifu & Siying ish back ler:) Cheers

yeahhh...
just come back from eating nasi lemak at serangoon.
cos YX gt car so drive us go there eat..
yummy yummy...
glenda finish the whole plate wor:)
Clap Clap !!!

夜深了你还不想睡
你还在想着他吗
你这样痴情到底累不累
明知他不会回来安慰
只不过想好好爱一个人
可惜他无法给你满分
if there ish ever a small chance of happiness,
i will grab it and nvr let go.

nothing happen today eh,
cos spent the whole day @ work mahh.
but hees... gt a free treat today by Anna:) Cheers.
cos order delivery from Spike, a prata shop at rivervalley..
have you heard b4?
Well, ish my 1st try of the food there..
and the stingray taste nice and delicious.
and the prata was *yummy*
but ii see the roti john look more tempting than mine..
k next time i try that haha...

Yawns..

Time fly fast,
left less than half a month of remaining time.
i am really lost.
I told myself to let go and let the time wash the pain again,
I told myself that it will be fine and i can stand strong again.
But,
i nvr known the feeling of not seeing you again is so unbearable.
i nvr known that it can be so bleak.
.Lost.

26 Dec 2008

went to work at ard 6 pm.. *LATE*

Tsk tsk, should be more "On Time" but...

really cannot wake up, had a bad headache :'(

anyway after work... went to watch BedTime Stories with "DMC Bestiies"

YX, YS, Alvin, Wei Jie, Davis, Louiis, SY Dear & mi..

ii was laughing so loud, opps.. cos ish so dame funni lahh...

so if free.. must go watch wor(",)

25 Dec 2008

went to Boat Quay for a drinking sessions : )

and ish so fated that i know a pettie girl name Melody..

Hees, cos went visiting my mummy that day..

her friend "inside" de ask mi to help her call someone..

cos her daughter nvr turn up to visit her..

and guess what... Melody ish the my Mum's friend de daughter..

Call this fate bahh... so we agreed to go visit our mum's tgt *Cheer*

(",) Silly, i know you nvr read my blog so i feel it safe to write, haha

i waited the whole day for you but ii dun mind...

cos i know you must be tired after partying on the Eve's

ii am so sorrie that ii dun know you are sick..

still "request" for the meeting *Guilty*

But i am real glad to see you, no matter how short it lasted.

My wish for the X'mas ish being fufill:)

.You are the reason for my smiles.

X'MAS EVE UPDATE

ish christmas time

&

ish Glenda & Shi ye Celebration Times:)

-8 Years of Friendship Till Time End-

Before we head out, we self-take pictures

and ish not just limited to that few *LOLX*

The limousine service that i booked for SY deardear..

she ish so surprise, cos i told her we are taking MRT

& haha, she believed so tata.. Gotcha:)

and the driver was so coo-operative with me lahh..

I told him not to say the destination till we reached.

He still play along with me to "bluff" SY deardear

& help mi hide the gift for her... haha.

Can guess the place?

Yes, it is sentosa

Specially Advance Booking of Ami's resturant

Ish a buffet-style dinner and the food ish nice *God-Bless*

we even see beautiful firework from song of the sea..

which beautify the place so much

& i am happi that she like the arrangement i made so far...

and why the expense?

Cos you are worth more than money:)

thank you who always stand by mi,

no matter when, where, why... ILY!!!

On our way to Vivo : )

Take somemore photos at the decoration b4 going for "YES YES, YES MAN"

After the movies, SY deardear's Bf arrive and

off they went for their "Er Ran Shi Jie"

and glenda went to meet her DMC Besttiie...

for a K-Session:)

Thx alvin for liven up my nites by saying "Glenda, you look pretty today"

haha doesnt expect that from him, esp him :P

cos weijie say he nvr say like that to girl b4, have lahh but Seldom

so it must be true lor... anyway just happi..lalala-lalalal

and we k-all-way till 6 am.. tired tired

but we have fun drinking, singing and 5-10-ing:)

thx for all the gift i received from DMC colleagues and others..

i really love them alot alot eh..

esp the suprise flowers : )

Hope everyone enjoyed their special nights

&

awaiting for 31st party:)

答应他 我会乖 奖品却是在发呆
你们说的我不信,我心里都明白
关上门倒数等待
世界只为他而打开
过程或许有伤害
却仍相信苦尽甘来
我不傻 我不呆 故事总会有意外
我看得到他的好 值得我去爱

别,再为我担心,我不怕摔
这是我的爱情 我的未来

是不是我太乖
看不见他的坏
可是他的眼神
偏偏想依赖

也许是我太乖
偶尔被忘了宠爱
才学会孤单的勇敢

.only you can made me feel this way.
what shall i do?

photos will be update tmr : )

Hohoho,
MERRI X'MAS to all my dearest friends :)
hope tat each & everyone of you will be happi
as always and enjoy this special nights.

will be having X'mas date with SY deardear
to celebra our 8th years anniversary...
haha.. 24th ish a day i can nvr forget in my whole life,
ish started on dec 24 2005, the day b4 she went back to China..
not knowing how the future lies for us and all.
But in 2008, we are still best friend and TOGETHER.. *LOVES*
It is a friendship not many can have : )
aftemath, meeting my DMC besties for a sing-session at cine till morning...
so if anyone at cine, do call mi haha...
but ii am real worried for the spray-ing "action",
wear so pretty than gotte spray.. * HATE HATE*
better don "made" mi haha.. if not i sure turn monster and spray you all haha..
LAME!!!

from my heart:
ish my only wish this x'mas.
5 minutes ish all that i look forward to,
To others, it maybe normal lor
but for me, it will be the most memorable moments i ever had.
it might be the last 5 min,
it might be last meeting,
all i can say ish.. i am contented:)

再给我5分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
我妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧,记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

圣诞老公公，
我只有那么一个小小的心愿！
真的很希望明天他会来，
真的很希望能在明天，
圣诞前夕，看到他..
真的很希望，
我真是没有用，
说的潇洒却还会想，
说了忘记却心里还是有他的影子。
明明知道他不会爱我，
更不会再看我一眼。
当是，
就算只是短短的一秒钟，
就算是过后我会伤心，
就算是以后只有回忆。

就让我在任性一次就好！！！

Get a day off today...
As ii injure my hand due to work
*haha. typing also can injure, ii must be superwoman*
ish just getting pain-er each day and tmr gt to go see the chi doctor AGAIN:)
somemore morning appt, tsktsk.. still at here blogging:P

anyway so what did ii did today??
acc SY deardear to buy present at town and
went to see her cousin etc...
have a fun time with the kids...

aftermath, ish my day meetin the GIRLS
to xchange our X'mas present for one another...
and ii can say ii am happy with the gift ii get hohoho...
and this year, yashi give mi a musical box... lalalal-lalal...
I love it:) and oli's & cariine, ii also like it and ii will use de...
*shyly* hope you girls love the gift i buy eh....

thx SY deardear for acc mi along today..

thought should say, we acc one another lahh:)

*happi happi day*

anyway... ii am real real serious now now...

there just a thousand i wanna buy like...

*Winter Jacket*

*Canon Photo Printer*

*Hard-disk*

*Bags* but ii am broke, sianz ...

waiting for PAY day :'(

不明白真相的人是不会清醒，
不知道幸福的人是不会明白，
不懂爱的人是不会知道，
放手也是一种幸福的可能。

有人说：我很残忍，我不懂得珍惜，一切的一切。。。
我只能说
不是我不懂得珍惜眼前的幸福而是你值得吗？
说一套做一套，话也是你说的，演出的却是我们。。。
导演的感觉不是普通人能体谅的，
想要把情形掌握在手心中，
排布人类该有的命运，
最终，大家得到的又是什么？
爱，换来得又是什么？

我想重头开始，
走向一个自己该有的未来。

ii learnning to be a brave girl who walk upon the unknown path.

Photo of company dinner @ hanabi : )
althought i didnt really ate much cos of problems etc...
but ii be back to try out again ...
with a better mood and yeah,
you are history... tml will be a better day:P

ii love my FYP teammate to the max...

we have fun eating, shopping and fooling ard..

sad that zera only join us after we ate our lunch

cos she got job training...

but our heart always have a place for you de.. mucks*

dun think too much abt your bf, he ish not worth the pain at all...

we can live on better and happier w/o jerks at all...

trust mi, i be there for euu, girll.. so cheer up...

and i love the present tat you girls get...

thousand of flying kisses... LOVES:)

manage to meet alvin while he ish back in town..

over his vacation.. but he ish a dame busy guy...

just mit me for like 1 hour. he gtg rush off ^sad case^

but nvm i still love you all the same :)

muck... hope you like the gift and rem mi after 2 years...

_ _
My world of insane.

She,
felt it coming,
knowing it in her guts.
That she maybe making a mistake,
something that cant be never revert back with time.
A blanket of darkness is draiped over her,
A land of confusion, one shot and miss.
Crying,
Her wrist out to her side,
Bleeding,
And the other hand hold a bloody knife.
She sit alone,
Crying, Bleeding, Thinking,
"If I'm a mistake. I shouldn't be taking up space in this world."
What's the point?
There is none, no reason for her mistake.
She's sick of all the pain that she bring to the world.
Blood dripping down her wrist.
And with a smile,
she'll reply:"Because it doesn't hurt."

The Broken Doll.
Created by Glenda on Dec 12 2008

She, is a doll.
with a perfect features,
with a happy smile pasted on her face,
with a life filled with joyness and happiness.

Till,
she is being picked cupid,
to began a quest of finding "love"

In a world,
where everything is so cruel,
where looks can be deceiving,
where "love" meant nothing to the heart.

And,
in this world,
she trip and fall,
bruise and injuries,
but, she know she must walk to the end.

For this is her life,
a path she had chosen to walk upon it.
Be it thunderstorm or raining season.
She will endure all the hardship it needed.
She will endure all the pain it occuring.

The season comes and past,
She learn to forgive,
she learn to endure,
she learn to smile.
But....

It cut her feature into a twisted smile,
it broke her heart into tiny pieces,
it turn her in ways it cant be revert back.
Leaving her with a broken painting of her self.

A painting of a broken doll.

ii am real tired eh...
just went back from my company dinner cum mini movie sesson:)
been forcing myself to smile*
and it so tiring to smile when i dun meant it.. no offense:)

anyway ii reall hope you guys will like the gift that i give,
ish just a small token or "love appreciation" from mi...
and ii so dearly love chrismas cos it is a season for giving and sharing.
Just wanna let you guys know,
althought we met not for long,
but some of you are always there when i need you all.
Like right now:) *You know who you are* LOVES
and not forgeting... tata SY deardear
she got to endure my black face, sad face, bad mood, temper and etc...
just wanna say thx :P

ii will be fine...
but till now, i cant figure out why?
Why would you do this?

LOVE ARE FAKE?
anyway guys, im real sorrie... No mood to entertain ANYONE..
so dun bother asking me out, unless you are my close close guy friends.
but of cos, for girls, welcome :)