tired=(

been busy with work~work & work.
i already been working in Raffles Corporate Suites for 3days.
the 3 days was a chaos for me.
haha i been expose with so many different kinds of questions
from set-up to catering aspect.
but is quite a learning ground for me to build up for event management.

didnt expect me to start work imme.
as in after mine interview...
but this time round, ish different for what i previously worked.
ish seem that i'm destiny for this line =.=

after i left from SWAP's,
i was thinking of a job that has low level of stress.
thus i can be able to concentrate on my family side.
end up, ish seem no matter where i turn to,
the level of stress is ultra~high=.(
i went for 4 interview in total, in which 3 asked me to start work.
but i dun like=( it ish all sales line..
meaning working hour might be long & distance is far.
Event is no much better but weekend might not need to work=))

so glad that grandma operation is over
thou it is still paine but at least it is better.
just hope that with time to come,
she will heal and stay healthy healthy.
i hate the fact that anyone need to go for operations and all.
esp those close to me, i hate losing anyone.
thou the risk is less, but u will nvr know how the outcome will turn out.
and the fact that im scare of needle doesnt help out much, u know?
been telling my aunt if one day...
i had an accident or what..
that require me to poke that NEEDLE into me.
pls just beat me with a wooden rod hahaha.
and with grandma operation's, we are doing the chores.
thus i hate the fact that im working NOW=((
it mean i have to wake up an hour early to settle breakfast for grandma,
ensure she take the medicine b4 i go work & my work start at 8am...
But deep in my heart, i nvr complain cos i know grandma is the one
who raise me up=)

i'm so tired...

没有期待、
没有盼望、
没有奢望、
「连存在的意义也模糊了」

有些事情、说了几千次、还不是一样？
有些故事、轮回几千回、结局还不是一样？
有些人、来回去走几千遍、还不是回到原点？

或许、
命运早以注定、
选择、路程、左右
只是让我们明白、
事情会变成如此、
是自己一手形成的

固执、执着、信念、
到底、值多少？
如果、失去了信心、
又要如何取得回？
如果、考验的是我的心、
又要如何承受失败？

如果。

KARMA

Does anyone believe in it?
serious~ly everyone was like blaming it on fate
for all those bad stuff that happened, those failures.

ii learn not to blame it on fate
but myself.
cos somehow, it is what i done b4 that i need to pay for.

到底，我们欠的债有多深?