=)
dearest ah e brough me a new vaio lappy as advance bdaz pressie ~.~
i stand there & choose between the colors for like an hour.
end~up, from white to pink to blue & all over again ~ i choose BLUEE.
Recently, i fallen in love with electric~bluee but not much IT gadgets
had that unique color. *=((
even the new lappy i have is just BLUEE, and not electric~blue wor.
but nvm bahh... afterall, it is still Bluee mah.
*
sometime i wonder;" are all human so selfish? only think about himself or herself & only ownself matter?" but than again, if this is really the case, there wont be peoples doing charity work, right?
As well let the poor stave to death, let the aged worked to death, doesnt it.
i am just feeling sorry for those who think for himself or herself,
like those who ignore a old lady on train, pretend to sleep?
do you feel good? what if that old lady fall? what if that old lady is your grandma?
how would u feel . _I_
life is so unfair, deosnt it?
sometime, i should just think for myself.
sometime, i should not be so soft~hearted.
_I_
but it is just not me.
**
recently, i saw how relationship is causing *pain* to those ard me.
but without those beautify pain, we will nvr glory in what love is all abt.
just remember, when your heart still contain that someone else.
do not ever let anyone into your live when you know, you might be u-turing back.
***
I'm scare of moving away from the only home i grow up in.
i try not to think abt it, but day by day, time flies.
i worry that once i move~out, with my busy working timetable~,
how i will have the time to accompany my grandmother
&
look after my cousins=(
fuck it.
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